to rip out these lymph nodes and burn them in a pail
I want to laugh as they melt into charred flesh and the pain leaves my body
I want to continue to dismantle this form
run around asking questions
someone gives you an answer
thinking it not so useful
run around asking questions
no one has any fucking idea
I have no idea
I had an idea, many actually
but the thrash has diminished them
the coarse iron that grates and scrapes my back
once pulled
once pushed
continue infinite
thought had made it
thought it would be better
spent so much time as younger doing what was needed
none was needed
to end here stupid and bored
my center heavy and raw
tried for the moon
tired
soothe that ache little one there is no world there is no one
again with the broken
throw on more fuel
disappear in its blazing
-Lahmadaj
No comments:
Post a Comment