how much

time must be dedicated in one's life
to the dismantling of the enormous set of lies
passed down from elders
seen through young interpretation

seems as though the task will not complete

is there no stopping the infinite minutia of error

most definitely there are two ways

follow the no mind of the lifted

or raise the hands and begin to stop the breathing


-Lahmadaj

winter

when the cold soul shall show its being

and the community separated

when the early light is all one will see

and the night is slow

when my ears are ringing

and turn this lie into symphony

-Lahmadaj

Phelps People from Topeka

I almost began this {deleted}, then realized the {deleted}.

are these fundamentalist {deleted} going bonk bonk

probably already have, considering

{deleted} use the word hate in {deleted}'s stupid posters

{deleted} self righteously stand around acting angry and offended by the society around {deleted}

one {deleted} have helped to create

{deleted} think {deleted}'s religion is truth

{deleted} use the word hate, but have {deleted} ever read anything from the bible

anything '{deleted}'s god' had to 'say'

pretty sure if the Big Cheese Jeese was walking around

{deleted} would be slapped down and then given a flower; would that open {deleted}'s eyes

what if this supposed 'god' hates fundamentalist {deleted}, not fags as {deleted} have exclaimed

aren't {deleted} forgetting one important thing: there is no god to hate or love-there is no magical man in the sky-it's all in {deleted}'s mind-all {deleted}'s fear and hate will be with {deleted} in {deleted}'s dying time-it will stay close and take {deleted}'s energy quickly-{deleted} will cling and cling-and {deleted}'s hate will win-{deleted} will be alone with all the ghoulish froth inside of {deleted}

and if {deleted} found out Jeebus did 'hate'

then {deleted} would quickly see that he 'hates' {deleted}

{deleted} and {deleted}'s blinded impotent unconvincing biased views and {DELETED}'s hatred

I hope it eats {deleted}'s heart and digs deep inside {deleted}'s pit

turns {deleted} into mush

until {deleted} disintegrate into the ground like a wet slime mold meeting its expiration

-Lahmadaj

Glenn's a dick

never really listen to this guy
when i do all i can think is: limp slimy dick with the most noticeable characteristic being the cluster of genital warts pulsating from its craggled tip

he reminds me of those uptight kids in gym class that wanted to be friends with the 'cooler' stronger dudes, but were too egomaniacal to make it work. Maniacs about their lame ideas and uninspired false gusto

he yells out loud and acts like a bad math teacher trying to drive home the importance of protracting to the ears of booger pickers and pubescent rages

he gets so 'intense' but merely sounds like a bitch: screechy little boy complaining about his lunch and disappointment in the new class president
his cohorts spit back modulated a half step up, thin and overly convinced as to make it sound false
their hearts turning black

he believes in jesus, i think
but not the real one, the King James Version- rich white boys

he is a media whore
lining his fat ass with stupid americans' money
people from my home state
too bored and tired to turn off the TV
too afraid to see past their own phenotypes
that they'll listen to this blow fish fart out of his mouth

he's told me to 'mark my words'
so i did
in the annuls of self-entrapping power hungry loud but deflated pushy conservative bigots

don't you realize Glenn Glenn
it's in your eyes
you are false
it is easy to see
you are not strong
you are tired and weak
you get charged to make a desperate attempt
but your heart is taking the heat
beat after beat
until you choke it with your high call for uptightness throughout the world

keep those cheeks squeezed
if that much shit comes out your mouth
who knows what's lower down the track


-Lahmadaj

....

one wakes each morning
to sadness and unmotivated doings
each day
each morning
one lifts his head to find it sunken with ill fate
does not care about linked iphones
does not care about the over anxious business person
does not care about american success
does not want the media frothing and melting its false love
does not want conviction into the uselessness
each day
each morning
to low lighted images
tired for no reason
unhappy because others are happy
they are not
i am a lie
and the sky is above


-Lahmadaj