look

far into the sky
see the lines of earth
breathe the touch of flesh
run into mind
leap easy across vast mountains
dripping gems of clarity
a dew upon the leaf

-Lahmadaj

oma

will you go
and wait for us

the turning earth

love the love
finding a golden stone

will we stay to see the rise the fall
continuous water elated

i'll smile thinking of you
in the light of sun and bird song

may my worth be great
and you to dancing

-Lahmadaj

I laugh

and think to myself

about the times i've accidentally sold my truth for the social ease

i waste my time thinking and imagining the froth of possibilities

look back and see myself the same despite my growing age
wonder when i can share this with another
there was one; no longer
myself again and the earth
like the first day

wonder if I'll change myself into something new
a pattern repeated a pattern

i'm unhinged compared to most americans
still chained to the cycle
vices
loneliness
inadequate resources
finite

I think and laugh to myself
despite all this
the air still feels so good

the light meets my eye
and my skin delivers

-Lahmadaj

Catch you later Harpo

Oprah

many celebrities showed up to say thanks/goodbye at her double, 2nd to last, episode.

all sorts of glitz showed to say gush gush to the rich woman

"Oprah Winfrey, because of you women everywhere have graduated to a new level of understanding of who we are, of what we are and, most of all, who we can be," Beyoncé said. Chicago AP


yeah except normal women.  Beyonce, Madonna, enter fan of stars (paycheck anyone)

you're not horrible Oprah, but you are not realistic, you are grandeur of american wealth that all the midwest ladies pine for and keep miniature models of close to their hearts and clitorides

Oprah, if you see this, I could use a new car, or maybe a vacation to some exotic place like NYC or even Portland, or even a chance to 'make my dreams come true'

sometimes not sure if I'm cutthroat enough for the amassing of uselessness

thank the sun for music
thank my ears
will sing in my death
and escape the earth
also to remain


-Lahmadaj

the music reach

back to the time
inside more than
each to his
a space
in ear

-Lahmadaj

don't know

why you're the one
so much driving me crazy
rev
the idle listlessness
a pace of evolution

the rain falls hard
continuous
to earth

leaping frog


-Lahmadaj

hey look

family

i'm not a loser

forgot to e-mail you to let you know

i've got my own apartment now

i even have a few friends

not saving the starving children

but i feed a lot of them music

hey look

i'm not a wasted soul

got my own place

got a job

made a friend

moving up

i think i see the beginnings of air

pulled from the earth


-Lahmadaj

always seems so true

the earth only got to let it take you feel its breaking point

so many of those seem to worry and turn mind body into froth worms

don't let it take you too when they crawl all about frantic and suffering

self detained in prison so as to remain safe but the danger's the same

it does not change despite the cages

one will still die and the god studied through mind of dead people

will not be true will not be your god because it was someone else's

learned to draw the portrait without seeing self

-Lahmadaj

the lines

purple

some orange
take flight quickly into risen cloud

blind my earthly eye


-Lahmadaj